Seconds of courage....
Means stopping the war.... -ONE PIECE.

I had never been so messed up this week. I had been awake for almost four days and had been sleeping for only one hour or two. I can feel the pain all over my body and the worst is that I'm on a time pursuit. Yeah time pursuit, how the hell did it happen? Always been short of time since the beginning of this semester. Term papers,overnight, exam, term papers, exam,overnight exam, term papers, Filipino compilation, over night,developmental psychology culmination, overnight, defense,pass the requirements, sleep. SLEEP, actually I'm blogging first before going to bed :D. Its really a mystery why we are short of time even though we're not. COmment ko Lang &_^>

Time Lock

The future world and the past world. Between is the present. The man whose superiority and authority even the most powerful president can't level with and the woman whose heroic deeds are hidden and forgotten as the time pass. This is a novel of two persons whose location and time were different from each other but worlds had collide. Yunko Zame, a powerful person and one of the bright persons of the future who greatly helped the world recover after the most impossible-to-survive disaster, happened to uncover one of the most old and hidden scrolls of time. He had laden his thoughts only on one thing - the true events of the London bombing and why London had survive the night. Meanwhile, from the past, Jane Jackson discovered a device that will help London to survive the night. As the events go on, they felt each other and felt something strange anyone can feel but will not be notice - love from different time. (need comments :X)

Reverse Eyes

Reverse eyes is my planned anime. I'm still planning it. It is a story of a young man who's destiny is nailed between the human world and underworld. The day will come that the human world and underworld will be one. "The day will come and the human race will be gone.", the prophecy stated. Meanwhile, a young man(Ryugeen Masaka) had been assassinated by an underground organization for uncovering its secrets. The underworld revived him and gave him a second chance to live but for an eternal price. He must solve the puzzle to stop the combination of the two worlds. "Every fault decision will cost one life, and if you don't choose it will be worst. And remember every choice is wrong." Now, his destiny will be restart.

Earn it!

" Hello! I want you to play my game. You have...." this was always the introduction of the human puzzler- Jigsaw from the movie saga "Saw". Life is the priority of this movie. The characters must sacrifice something in order to survive and the most (best) test was to kill in exchange of your own life. What would it be? It is your choice. A choice ,which we didn't noticed, was as important as our selves in our every day life. Life is to choice and we must earn the life given to us. Now, who are you?

Ride the wave

Have you ever noticed that the more you resist about your problem the more it gets worst? The movie "Surf" displayed this reality. Example, if you had made a mistake and a person with authority had been your concern, did you noticed that the more you resist to be sorry the more that person became angry? Also, problems can find their own natural way. Just go with the flow and it won't hurt you. Problems are like waves, there to challenge you. So, just ride the wave and feel free from what you thought a bond of misery. :)

Sun dance over the shadow

The movie Matrix gave me a boost. Over the stunning darkness ruled by machines is a glittering light of sun. A beautiful but silent mechanism being forgot by troubled persons. It is true that each of us has his/her own problem and that we should not lose our hope but what exactly is hope if it cannot be find in a place where you escape and where danger might stabbed you at any time? Drugs and maybe death may be these places and we often forget that sun is still dancing over the shadow. It is there sharing hope and what might it give. A symbol of once forgotten life and a symbol of the worldly beauty. Beauty and life should be seek not death and solution. Those are the things one must always remember. Also remember that each dance step is your life. ^^

2nd week of feb the month of love

This week I learned that love is not as hard as I had thought. My family loves me and all the people around me. I had also learned how to love myself. I had also took a quiz on Math 15 and I had a confidence on what I had answered. In our English 2 subject, I had learned how to get and construct references through APA format. To be able to learn this, our teacher give us an activity and I enjoyed it. Last Friday, All of the first year psychology students had made some pictorials and we had asked our teacher in English 2 about this matter because we had that pictorial during the schedule of our English 2 subject. I had also learn chakata in my P.E. 2 class and had a little (but full of lessons) chit chat with our CWTS Doctor because few had been present last Sunday. This Monday I had learned that chemicals may produce electricity. It maybe weak and sometimes very strong that it can make the bulb produce a very bright light. Those were the things I learned.

1st week of feb.

At the first day of this week, Monday, I had learned how to separate mixtures and how to make a pure water. It was our Chemistry Laboratory that taught me those. But, I could not do it without the use of instruments. In one of our major subjects, Developmental Psychology, we had planned where to conduct or tour and we had also chose the institutions wherein we can held our program. I had learned different things in our Mental Hygiene subject for it included the Holistic mental health. I had learned that proper breathing and prayer will contribute to a healthy lifestyle. I had also learned how to be healthy by writing journals and diary. In our English subject, I had chosen what kind of topic I'll going to research about. I had chosen how to have a happy marriage life. I had also learned how to back roll and front roll. And in the end of that week, I had visualized what it is like to be in a prison by watching the documentary film " Bunso".

Violent Video Games Can Increase Agression

Issue: Playing violent games, like "Warcraft" and mortal combat , can increase aggression in laboratory setting and in actual life. It can be more harmful than violent television show and movies because they are interactive, very engrossing and necessitate the player to identify with the aggressor.

Reaction:
All of us are fond of playing video games. A girl loves girlish games. A boy likes sports video games. And, teenagers are very addicted on video games where they can interact and where brutality's presence can be feel by those who played it. Like them, I was once addicted on these games. I stopped playing those for I noticed that those games affected my studies and my well-being. I also noticed that those change one's personality. I had survived the challenge but what I am concerned about now was the teenagers of today who were playing those games, specifically "Warcraft". I found them aggressive with their playmates and always heard bad words from their mouths. I am not that bad when I'm still playing that game. Now, I believe that delinquency is not only the seed of violent movies and television shows but also the effect of aggressive and engrossing games.
I would really like to change those young men. I knew how hard it was to cope with reality. So, I proposed that such games should be ban and should be replaced by sports. Sports are not only more interactive but will also improve the wellness of an individual. Computer games will cause bad effects, the sports do not. Computer games are expensive, the sports could not be. Computer games gave stress, the sports helped an individual release the impurities. Now guys, choose what is best for you.

Me as Jake Sully

The opened capsule was tight and warm. The frame enclosed in my body was irritable and I feel naked with my shoes off. In a lying position, I tried to look at my feet but the doctor in-charge avoided me to do so and push my head down. I had really wondered what I looked like in that capsule. I could saw my body enclosed in a frame and belts holding my arms and waist tight but i could not picture out what my feet looked like. I couldn't even feel that those were still part of me. My thoughts were distracted when the turbine over my head started to rotate and produced a hissing sound of an engine. The capsule then slowly closed and lights were turned on inside. I could still hear the doctor in-charge reminded me " Let your mind go blank". As the capsule completely closed, I also closed my eyes hoping that something better would happen than being on this body - disabled and rotting inside.
Dark
I had been crippled and been living because of war. One day, I woke up in a hospital. I could not move my legs. I had felt that I am very weak that i could not even raise a toe. Later on, doctors put me on a wheelchair. The wheels were heavier to move and using it made me very uncomfortable. I made a little ride from my bed to the first window outside my room. Everything had been changed now. I felt like crying, my chest was heavy and the whole morning seemed to pity me. everything was different except for the early mist of the morning, the melodious tone of the birds, and the world I knew is not what it was before.
Light
I woke up inside a tent on a bed with faces over my head. the light hurt my eyes
but I could feel a different sensation. I scanned the environment as well as my body and found out that my arms and legs were different. My skin's color was blue and i felt heavier. My hair was long and my ears were longer than normal and were pointed. my nose were my different and I felt comfortable after few minutes. I had kept in my mind that this body was not me. Unintentionally, while I tried to move , I fall from the bed and landed on my feet. I know what it feels whenever I tried to stand up from my wheelchair. I just keep on stumbling and falling but this time my mind told me that I can stand and I had! I'm very excited that I shouted loudly with my new vocal cords, " I can stand!". The people around me seemed to panic but I don't care.
"Stop him!".
I ran outside the tent. The cold soil on my feet and everything was smaller around me. This was what it as before. I had felt the greatness inside me and ran straight. I could hear the stamping of my feet. I reached the pavement of the camp and met a robot carrying a load. I avoided it swiftly with me great new feet and ran faster. then, I came to the grasses and those tickled my feet. Wind met me and I could picture out myself as a happy child running to get a free balloon with my long hair wavering behind me. I suddenly stopped at the bushes and I could hear my heart beating rapidly. I breathed heavily and bend down to breath in some air. I bend back and breathed in more air. I can smell the freshness of the soil and grasses, the coldness brought by the wind from rushing torrents, and the scent of the tall and big woods and trees. Everything was different now except for the hissing sound of the grass and leaves moved by the wind, the sound of the jungle not far away, the clouds as light as the earth's when it was first made, and the new world ,fresh and green, seemed to be waiting for me - a world where I could find myself revived and comfortable.

3rd week of January twenty 10

What really had I learned? I learned where to draw courage whenever I fail my exams. I learned how to budget my allowance. I had learned calculations in chemistry and I learned how to blog and shout what i have in mind. Above all of this, I learned how to learn. It is of course to listen and swallow my pride. For me, that would be the most appropriate way of learning. I realized that I am not alone in this world and I could listen from others and learned from them. I realized this when I noticed the quotation "Learn to see what others see and feel what they feel about you so that you may learn from them of who you are". Those were what I had learned. And I am glad because there was no Math subject. Hey I am just a beginner and these are all in my mind right now.I wanted to sleep a whole day if I like to retain what I had learned.

2nd week of January twenty10

We could never call realization as learning unless someone taught you. this week I found out more than i had learned. I found out that staying over the night will make you tired for the rest of the week. I had also found out how little knew about computers and Ma'am de Ocampo told us that we could earn money through blogging.I had bright insights about blogging and ,as the movies I saw this week,i feel i could grasp those. I had also found out that I am not the only one who is struggling in class. what I learned are far more different from those I found out. If someone taught me, I learned, but whenever they teaches me I do not listen so i did not learn. It is ,of course, out of the campus. I mean things I had read , wrote and did everyday are the things I had learned from each week. I had learned many things this week but no as many as what I had found out.I could not recall all of those but at least i had wrote something.